“As long as you are still breathing, you have hope.”
Barry Yeow, 54 Artist Mentor,
Yellow Ribbon Project
That was the realization Barry Yeow had while he was knee deep in
despair about life after prison. He had spent more than 20 years in
and out of prison for drug- and gang-related crimes, and his family
had given up on him. What else was there for him? It was
during his last stint in prison that Barry found a lifeline amidst
the hopelessness: art.
With hand-me-down brushes, dried up paints and used papers, Barry
threw himself into perfecting his skills. His waking moments were
spent painting and thinking about painting. It was an experience he
never had before. For once, he was not thinking about where to get his
next drug fix, who to call for it, or where to get the money for those
fixes. “My thinking process changed. It was a transformation of the
mind.”
After winning an art competition organised by the Yellow Ribbon
Project and attending formal art courses, Barry was set on his path to
becoming an artist. He took the chance with both hands. With more than
500 commissions under his belt, Barry is now a full-time artist with
his own studio. He is also an artist-mentor at the Prison’s Visual
Arts Hub, and runs an art group where ex-convicts come together to do
art. “I won’t be where I am today without Yellow Ribbon,” said Barry.
Barry does not only teach the convicts painting techniques, he also
guides them to paint their minds. Many of them are stuck at the stage
of feeling remorseful and wanting to seek acceptance from their
families and society, Barry said. But he throws them a challenge,
“It’s good that you are remorseful, asking for a second chance. What
if people don’t give you a second chance? Are you going to change? Are
you going to turn over a new leaf? Your painting is stuck at where you
are, not beyond. I want to know: what comes after Yellow Ribbon?”
For Barry, that breakthrough is important. “I gave myself a second
chance. Not a second chance to turn over a new leaf, but a second
chance at doing something I’ve never done before. All the while, I had
the ambition to fulfil a dream but never dared to. I chose to give
myself the once-in-a-lifetime second chance.”